It was Daylight Savings Time this morning. My phone automatically adjusted to the time change.
My oldest daughter has adjusted her sleep schedule so that she can wake at 5:30 am and let our dog Iggy outside and make me coffee before everyone else wakes up. So, when she came down this morning, I talked her through how to change the clocks downstairs and upstairs. Changed them on the oven and the microwave oven...
It's a little thing.
Ten years ago, I got sick and the consequence was that I have to exercise every day. I'm grateful for that now. Yoga has made my legs strong and strengthened my balance so I can get around on crutches and lift up my leg to elevate it. I had to accept at the time that exercise wasn't a choice anymore, but rather a requirement. I'm glad for that. Exercising hasn't always been easy and even often painful, but I had to tell myself it wasn't a choice. I've realize many times that it was a blessing in disguise.
Time seems to have slowed down, but not to a halt.
I need routines. I do the Wordle and Connections puzzles each morning, then Bible study. Take my medicine. I talk with my husband and children. Their lives haven't stopped even though mine is on hold a bit. I try not to think about that.
The Lord laid a phrase on my mind last week: "What is, Not What Isn't". It sums up so many things--finding contentment, peace, comfort... These are the things I need.
So, today that's where I'm going to start.
What is.
The surgery is done. I've started healing. I'm resting. I need to tackle one day at a time and not waste the time I have.
Not What Isn't.
I can't walk right now.
What is... is where the Lord can help me find peace and seek His will.
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